3 days

3 days to the birke and the gitters are starting. I've been on rest since sunday and I'm climbing the walls. I wish i could go ride my bike like you would not believe! sleeping is near impossible. 3 or so hours then up for an hour then 3 or so more then morning. Thinking about the beginning of bike season is easier than thinking about the big finally of the ski season. So today I watched tour of california coverage. 

Thoughts of doing well have started to creep into my thinking. I am running a real risk of setting myself up for disappointment. But your supposed to think positively ... right? 

According to the weather the conditions will be the sort of snow and temps I have good days on. I am trying to have confidence that all this taper business has something to it : )

Trying to produce a consistent outcome ( other than bad) it would seem is somewhat hard. I am unable to manufacture the sort of results I would like. I am really working on allowing the outcome of this to be what it will be and not fill my mind with expectations. 

the durand road race is in 8 weeks so after this weekend you won't be subjected to race panic for a while.

back to music videos and funny shit!