Some kind of monster

Motivation is a funny thing and you find yourself seeking help in funny places. Music as it turns out has been a very useful. in preparation for my race I've been listening to the song above.

Pushing at your limits over and over comes with a certain amount of pain. learning to externalize the pain becomes a necessity. My pain is not me... that sort of thing.

The song above "Some kind of monster" has been for me a battle anthem of sorts. That I must become inhuman. Become a monster, without pain, without compassion. It's a mindset that I Temporarily adopt to do what I need to on the bike.

So for a couple of hours a day I become some kind of monster. weird huh?